Past few days really havent been good to me. My results really have come back as what i have expected them to be. Not that im glad with them but im really so afraid that there will not be enough time for me to catch up. The lectures are going so fast too, redoing my tutorials does not take very little time. In fact it takes a heck load of time to just finish one. I spent 4 hours today completing 5.1+5.2+5.3+6.1. And im still so far behind. I think even if i spend 4-5 hours a day on my work i dont think i can complete everything. I spend too much time being stuck on question. And the next hurdle is my chinese oral and listening. Well im not so afraid of listening but im so afraid of oral. I mean im not the most fluent in chinese and neither is my vocab good enough to pass a primary4 oral exam.

AND THE WORST THING IS THAT I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL.

The world seems to be going so fast that when i done with one issue, another one jumps right into my path. Imagine you're in a maze and every right turn that you seem to make, makes you even more lost.