Saturday, July 29, 2006
Its been quite a while since i gave a post. I've been down with the flu for so long! Its really draining most of my energy. Thursday training was fun because we had a quite a number of people that came down but we were SO tired that we ended up being lazy after an hour of playing. haha. our fitness is SUSPECT. Oh well. We ended up having to water the field and i spent like 45min in the dark with the hose draping over my shoulder with water shooting out. the hockey girls were still playing and they wanted to look at the stars but MIKE, maybe got clouds ah. yup. Oh, my studying has been going well. finish the physics tys for about 4 chapters already! Now i have to go and ask my questions. But im really scared for math!. Its so difficult. Especially integration and trigo!
MMM. We're going thailand again this year for the sports trip. Time for SHOPPING! haha. $8 per adidas jersey. PROPER one somemore. And i want to get those braclets. AND ITS TIME TO PLAY SOME THAI. Those buggers over there damn bloody good. We have to be in tip top shape to face them.I think this year we'll be more prepared to face them because we'll have a bigger squad heading to thailand.We'll have the speedster redzuan and the white man justin and robot wuchean and mr brother roland. And its time for some of us to step up to replace our seniors.haha and its time to buy more birks. but must buy quality one. The last time i bought my fake birks, nehneh, spoil so fast.
Anyway i realised that i must go and fullspeed and study. Nehneh, even slackers like vanessa are studying like dog. Met my campgroup yesterday for swensons. We pratically glued our butts to the seats for close to THREE hours! Had fun i guess. After that i met up with mason queenlum(amanda!!!) and Mr. Rebel Ryan. We had fun but i guess i got a little disappointed. We ALL lost some of that wild
innocence we had in VS. oh well.They wanted to watch a movie that there wasn't any movie worth watching so we headed home. Oh mason's 1.5month old puppy died! so sad! some infected lung thing. Reminds me of my old dog. Anyway sunday's the next match day for the LASERITES! lol. We better win those laojiao sji boys.
Made some new friends recently. Met the
perfect lover. LOL. I talked to kenghua(sec1-sec2 classmate) my goodness we havent talked for 2years yet we could still talk like as if we knew each other well. We laughed at our years spent in kallang bahru, the home econs lessons and also the years we spent in siglap link. The nonsense things we did. For that one hour i almost practically couldnt stop talking! haha. I left my pw group at the corner of the room and went over to kenghua and amanda to talk. Anyway, i think VJ got alot of
SMOOTH CRIMINALS if you guys get what i mean. nehneh. so many sly and smooth people. Anyway i better stop blogging now. before i reveal all the smooth criminals.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
watched pirates of the carribean. It was funny and i guess quite worth the money. Another week is going to fly by and i still havent sat down and thrashed things out. I havent settled so many things. Unchecked boxes, unanswered questions. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Sensitive, My
friend. it kills to just see you from afar. And somehow the only words i dare to say to you are only made up of mere glances and my lips pain to open the slightest crack to make even the smallest of sounds to attract your precious attention. i wish i never knew you.
EMO FUK. FUK YOU
[ Charles ] | 1:00 AM | Comment(s)
I put your picture away,
Sat and cried today.
I cant look at you.
Vanity, not love was my folly.
Not emo, just some lyrics and some quote from a book that i've been reading recently.Been surviving on a day to day basics. friday, please come faster. I dont know whether i can wait for you.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
Well, a week has pass yet again. I felt that this week really fell heavily on my shoulders. I tried to make the best out of it by busying myself and i guess it worked to some extent. Anyway i noticed a blind old man who was holding a little girl in the hand. I guess he was leading her home. The girl was dressed in a cute green kindergarden uniform with 2 pigtails prancing behind her. Well the old man had a stick in his other hand to help him around. And i couldnt do anything to help, could i. The world spun around him so fast while he was in his own pitch-dark world of
emptiness which no one else but him could experience and there he was fetching his granddaughter home from school, well i guess its really so sad that sympathy is not enough to compensate for the sight of an old blind man, bringing his innocent granddaughter home. Its a bittersweet notion.
Another incident was when i was on my way to get my ipod (shop was closed by then anyway) along the way to Wheellock. I saw this frail old malay lady, dressed in her crummy dirty kebaya, sitting on the floor and above her was a cloud of leaves sheltering her from the drizzle. The ground was moist because it rained before i stepped out of the mrt. She had this half-cut tin can which grooves cut into its side, placed inches in front of her. Again, people just merely brisked by with their eyes on the road ahead and the phone next to their ears. I glanced into her eyes and that scarce second was enough to tell a story. I doubt what i can ever conjure up with measly and whimsical words would be able to manifest what
her eyes portrayed. And the irony of it was that i was on my way to buy my ipod.
And i hate it when i see cleaners eat. Not that i hate them. But my heart cringes when i see only a bowl of rice and vegetables and with their aprons and gloves resting on their tired thighs. I know there must be worst situations out there in africa and other countries devastated by war (Eg Israel and their longtime foes; today's papers), the natural disasters that have monsterised the lives of many children. How does it feel to
lose a loved one, how does it to feel to look at your collapsed house and rummaging through whats left after the waves have pillaged their meagre
possessions. I know i must sound like im some unicef advertisement. Oh well. I better stop. Have a great weekend. I know
you will.
[ Charles ] | 9:56 PM | Comment(s)
We can all begin freely-a slight preference is natural;
But they are very few of us who have heart enough
To be really in love without encouragement.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Past few days really havent been good to me. My results really have come back as what i have expected them to be. Not that im glad with them but im really so afraid that there will not be enough time for me to catch up. The lectures are going so fast too, redoing my tutorials does not take very little time. In fact it takes a heck load of time to just finish one. I spent 4 hours today completing 5.1+5.2+5.3+6.1. And im still so far behind. I think even if i spend 4-5 hours a day on my work i dont think i can complete everything. I spend too much time being stuck on question. And the next hurdle is my chinese oral and listening. Well im not so afraid of listening but im so afraid of oral. I mean im not the most fluent in chinese and neither is my vocab good enough to pass a primary4 oral exam.
AND THE WORST THING IS THAT I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL.
The world seems to be going so fast that when i done with one issue, another one jumps right into my path. Imagine you're in a maze and every right turn that you seem to make, makes you even more lost.
Sometimes i just feel like forgetting about everything.
[ Charles ] | 8:43 PM | Comment(s)
Sigh its 123am now. I just finished editing a 182words portion into a 329words portion. I dont know how someone can just complete it in less than half an hour an expect quality. I mean at least put in more thought into it because you didnt even formulate your ideas securely around the requirements. I feel like it is going to be a very terrible PW maybe because you fail to fathom the scarcity of time. We have barely finished our GPP.
Aye and i wanted to get my EoM done but i cant even start on my EoM if my GPP is not even properly done. We still have enough time to do a good piece of work but if we dont fully utilize the time we have left, i doubt it will be possible. And not say my results of my other subjects are in tip-top shape. I still have to focus on them too right. My goodness. My friends in other JCs are doing well and so are my good friends in VJ too. And im really suffering right now. Even when i start on my work now, i have to refer to the answers and formulas. Shoot me please.
i really dont know what i feel now. I cant keep lying to myself. I cant just feed off memories and thoughts. Sometimes angst engulfs because i feel left out in the dark , just like a pilot who is flying blindly without radio-contact or any navigation.
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
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Friday, July 07, 2006
I lost my file containing some important things. I lost my mid year chem paper along with the answer sheet, my dynamics notes, my practical worksheet and the WORST THING is that i dont know what else that i lost! And i lost my pencil box too. The most sickening feeling is that i dont know what i lost and i dont know what to photocopy. Sigh. And you know how i lost it! I went to toilet to take a leak and i was so relieved that i somehow forgot to take my stuff with me. Who the heck would want to steal my notes with my ugly handwriting and ugly pencil box!
Anyway we got a reprimand from tan today for our more than horrible results. Aye, expectations expectations. I really have to fulfill the expectations,dont i. I really have to start on my balancing act with my studies and soccer taking up most of my time and i still have to put in my other issues that are also important in my life. That seems pretty impossible but like they say, if theres a will, theres always a way. Anyway i guess i will have to find a way to get my results tipping the other tip of the iceberg
[ Charles ] | 7:31 PM | Comment(s)
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
SHIT. I dont know why i cant resize mr kk's handsome face and compare it to mr superman's face! anyway if you want a preview, please go to
!!! Oh well we finally finished painting the field today and it was so hot but i was super efficient with the brush but the paint was too diluted but oh well we managed to paint nice thick white lines! Then Me and robot went for a 4.5km run and honestly im too embarassed to say how long we took to run the 4.5km. Anyway KK's event is tomorrow so all the best and i hope your ankle is fine now.
Anyway the latest update on my results is CHEMISTRY-42/100. Well at least i managed to almost get an E! Math and Econs coming up tomorrow but im prety sure of my results for those 2 already. OH WELL.
It was nice talking to you.
[ Charles ] | 7:25 PM | Comment(s)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
MY DOG IS SO CUTE. I was doing my work and she was sleeping beside me and it was well past her bed time so i had to carry her back to the backyard and she went straight to her kennel to sleep! SO CUTE. She kiss me goodnight somemore. Anyway goodnight guys and GO GERMANY!
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Training was cleaning up the storeroom and painting the field. The field was so small! we had to extend it by like 4-5metres before it was like somewhat symmetrical with the other half. Anyway first day of school was expected. Lethargic and i found it hard to stay awake during lectures. i think i have to start on my coffee latte if not i'l consperm fall asleep. Anyway I have 2 new teachers. One for econs and one for chem practical. Well their names are Mr Loke and Mr Lin respectively. I really didnt give them a good first impression but i think they think of me as trouble but i guess thats good so i can shock them with my excellent attitude (: Anyway here are the pictures of the day. Please click on the handphone picture and you will know who is the SEXMAN. I'll leave some pictures for tomorrow. But the programme for tomorrow says its MR KK AKA SUPERMAN on scarlethybrids.com! DONT MISS THE TIMING!
Anyway i promised myself that i'll continue working hard so off i go to do my phy assignment and my chem practical that i have to hand in tomorrow! bye!
Give me a reason
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Monday, July 03, 2006
Went to town today to catch the show Superman. It was really a boring show that barely managed to capture my attention and i spent most the time cracking jokes with mak. He was really talking so loud la, i bet the couple in front was irritated by us. And i spent some time throwing popcorn seeds at nair! Anyway it was nice to meet you guys the day before school finally starts. Anyway more about Superman - the guys are really handsome and Superman complexion is so good that it looks like it has been through some computer generation and KATE BOSWORTH is really pretty too!
And on the way back there was a HOT girl on the train. WOW. Short white shorts, a grey pullover and great legs!haha. BUT she looks like a naughty girl. OH WELL. Anyway i borrowed some books from th library and i promise i'll read them and return them before churning up a fine of $6 that wiped out my ez-card money.I wanted to borrow the book "Pride and Prejudice" and "The Chronicles Of Narnia" but i just could find them in the library. I really feel like just buying them but i know my parents will scold me. But its so irritating because i've been to the library so many times and the only books available are at ang mo kio library. MIKE, i wont waste my time going all the way there. Its really time i expand my horizons of the Book World.
Anyway sometimes i still wonder
But i guess its better than wandering
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Objectify the one thing
that I wanted more than you
And I look into your eyes
Sitting here as you walk through the door
The sex that I see
It binds my heart, it blinds my eyes
so I give in. I don't want this anymore
I've brought you into my,
I've brought you here
You're in my circular parade of failure,
of failure.
This song is really something. I tell you, guys are sometimes just animals, literally. Anyway back to my day. Well syen and gabriel stayed over at my house to watch the England vs Portugal game. STUPID GAME. Beckham was back at his nonsense. Always falling down, looking for a freekick and then he just runs after the fella and fouls him. But Own hargeaves really had a excellent game. He really must have some pair of enormous lungs to cover so much ground. Well after being sorely disappointed by England, we decided to strain our eyes to watch the other quarter-finals between France and Brazil. Oh, it was really a much better game. Zidane was dancing like a ballerina through the field and Vieira was a monster. To me, Vieira was the man-of-the-match and not Zidance. He was everywhere! He was taking Kaka and that wizard Ronaldinho out of the game almost single-handedly with help from makelele too of course. Anyway i woke up at 6 and then headed down to meet uncle morgan and then played soccer till 9 and i went for CELL. My first CELL in ages. It's a nice feeling to be in a cell again.
[ Charles ] | 10:50 PM | Comment(s)
Saturday, July 01, 2006
You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
Me myself I got nothing to prove
-Tracy chapman; fast cars
Zhao send me that song long time ago when we first met i think. Way back in sec3. We met in lower sec but we only met because we were seeing who was stronger by playing arm wrestling! HAHA i THINK i won. Anyway his blog got so many anonymous people! MR SEX SIREN is attracting all the chicks over town to his comfy little blog ah! Anyway exams are over. I guess its time to start all over again. Maybe i can get on the right track again. no detours, no small lanes. Just the safe road that leads me straight up that hill.
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