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Sunday, March 26, 2006 Hello! my goodness i just heard ruth lost a phone on her birthday. that sucks. that happen to me when on my 15 birthday but i lost my wallet and along with it 100quid. but a phones worst i think. i spraint my ankle and im out for a week! shit i hope i get well in time for the first match. if i push myself i know i can do it. but i dont know whether its worth it. anyway schools going on fine, work it piling up SLOWLY so its manageable i think. anyway i gtg bye!Monday, March 13, 2006        :D Sunday, March 12, 2006 Guess its time for me to update my lost bloc for now. Anyway LOST2 is coming out soon! i cant wait. i think its really very interesting to find out what happen to the survivors in the end. Life has been a bit methodical for me. Practically the same thing everyday but once in a while things do liven up. Met cassidy, hweeyi and anna in town this saturday, stupid ronghua earned a million pangseh points. He go the st nicks fun fair and forgot to join us for lunch. Anyway i was practically re-living the times that i spent in vs with cassidy(hweeyi and anna too). Guess vj life cant replace the fun i had in vs. But i do agree that coming to vj has opened me up to realise the variety of characters there are in the world, good or bad for that matter. Second intake really has jumbled my class up. My usual clique of hweeyi, puss and anna has been broken up. talk about the 4 musketeers being torn apart. Now only left me and anna. The new intakes are not that friendly. I mean they consider themselves the 'cool' crowd. oh wells. Oh the seasons drawing near finally. as far as i can tell you, im really not there yet to play in the first team. Confidence level also not high. Trainings going to be tough during the 1 week break and i intend to push myself over the limit.Anyway, i remember the days where we had doubles for table tennis in class using the back of our calculaters as bats and the teacher's table as a board. The soccer in class. The falling window panes smashing into the floor 7 storeys down. The fun in the gym, the fights in the toilet (playful fights mind you) and the jokes we shared about people. The teasing and the pranks. Somehow they seem pretty far away from me now. Sometimes i wish im still close to my friends. Being lost isn't a good feeling. the feeling when you stand in the middle of the canteen looking for a friendly face but you fail to see one. Looking for that someone to come up to you and smile sheepishly at you and come over to tell you how her day was and ask whether your day was riding low or high. Everyone seems to have found a place to snuggle in the school. their cliques to gather to. Im just trying to hop from cloud to cloud praying that i dont fall through. Maybe you just dont notice but i do need some reciprocation and some self-initiation from you because i do feel tired at times. RARH. i hope no one reads this. anyway i better stop before i reveal my inner thoughts and prayers. Tuesday, March 07, 2006 The strands in your eyes That color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains Thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows Of heartache that hang from above I've dropped out Burned up Fought my way back from the dead Tuned in Turned on Remembered the things you said
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Reinventing Your Exit
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