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Saturday, July 09, 2005 Today started of quite okay. I woke up at about 7 and i couldnt get back to sleep even though my body ached and my muscles sore. I went down for my breakfast. It was a heavy one! Prawn mee, 4 breads sandwiched between 2 eggs. Yummy yummy. Anyway i was sooo full, i could only lie down on my bed and there i slept like an angel for 2 hours i think. I woke up still tired but i decided it was time to bathe and change for church.But i was soo sick because i slept half-naked and the fan was like zoomzoom, so fast!My leaky nose came out like a watering hose.Anyway,i bathed and i later decided to head out first to study then head to church after some hardcore studying. Went to downtown east to study some chemistry. So noisy! RARH! Anyway after awhile it was quiet again after the masses of students left. Back to studying, it was pretty satisfactory. Did metal reactivity and electroylsis.My nose was still leaking! So irritating. Gave up studying and talked to thaddeus when he came about 330. We headed to church, and WOW. Shirley, the pastor was from my old church. She was invited to preach today. I really was blessed today with the service. Going beyond our limits. Out of our comfort zones. Something i always know, but i neglected! Anyway, the most important thing was that i think thaddeus really was listening and i could sense the Holy Spirit stirring in his heart. Good and thank God. Going to ask him to go to the church i attended when i was in Sydney.Pray that he goes to church, if not it'd be meaningless and sad if he doesnt walk with God.Anyway, after service i had a nice talk with syen.Though a short one, but it was meaningful and has always been. We two need to be christians not church-goers. Participants not Spectators. How guilty we two are and others of this. Anyway, we went home together and i was waiting for my bus and i was thinking about a friend and somehow God gave me an answer. :) amazing right. How wonderful it is to have a friend in Jesus. Okay, the bus came and i reached home. Had a nice talk with my mother about my walk with God. Told her some things i kept from her. Shared with her what God had planned for me. Realised what a blessed life i have. being in Hope of God Singapore really blessed me and set the foundation for me. And me backsliding was in his plans for me to do somethings for him in megalife.Somehow i thought i was losing control but now i realise how it fits like a jigsaw puzzle. The path all planned. I really thank God for everything. I know this entry might seem alien coming from me. But look at the world. The purpose you live, the dreams you live and work your heart out for.When you lie beside the earth, everything will fade. The flowers, trees, buildings and your home will all fade. What you have built up, all fade away. And you come face to face with God. What can you say that you have done that you can take to God?Your money? your car? your condo? your credit card? You might say you live a morally right life, but surely you have been jealous or angry before. Trying to clean a dirty spot with a unclean cloth will not help. It will only smudge the stain, but it will still be there. Many say they know the way.But Jesus is the way. And in Jesus, forgiveness you will find, grace you will have and the underlying purpose in your life that you never knew you will uncover it step by step. Under the thick canopy you live under, God sees the times you crumple and he is waiting for the moment you reach out the hand that has always been there and let him work mightily in your lifes and you will find what you've been searching all your life. The joy, the contentment, the path and the uncondititonal love that you yearn for Store up treasures in heaven where moths do not come and destroy and thieves do not break in and steal. Haha, bet you can see that even thought my day was so tiring and my flu was killing me, somehow God really showed me things that i really forgot. Anyway, chemistry is coming and syen needs alot of help. So we decided to go to airport to study tomorrow and i can give him some tuition. |
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