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Friday, May 27, 2005 sick sick sick. anyway the look on mr wong's and ernie's face only flashed disappointment. I've let them down, even miss koh aka pussy(dont tell anyone) and i too have let myself down. grades are dropping. yi luo jian zhan!!! sigh. bye boys. back to the books i abhore so much.Monday, May 23, 2005 I took buddy out for a walk today at east coast. So stressful la. So many people here and there. almost every inch of the walk way is filled with small kids and malays. Needed to like twist here twist there and make sure buddy doesnt get naughty.Anyway, harrys a monster he studied until Z already. Im still stuck at X. i hate weekends im always distracted by other stuff and i've been playing pool every weekend with my sister until morning! okay i need to go bye! Sunday, May 22, 2005 http://www.sport-fitness-advisor.com/soccer-weight-training-exercises.htmlTuesday, May 17, 2005    A little joy for me You reap what you sow Mr Khoo gave us a warning last year. It happen to ben last year. He really reaped what he sowed. I guess i just was lucky enough to get through. But with a average score of 55+?? Not isn't good right?Im starting to reap what i sowed last year. Really feel it all crushing down. Look, i set a target for myself last year to get a L1R5 of 15 by endofyear 2004. I dont think i managed to even get a 17. Im still stuck now. May 2005. I havent improved much since then. more than a year has past and im still stagnant, unable to improve. thriving in mediocracy. Worrying facts. Im feeling a little inferior down here. The mind is willing but the heart is not.
Monday, May 16, 2005  MR HONGKONG. did i mention about what happen on sunday? Dont think so too either. Anyway i was on my way to pasir ris and i was on the bus 3 from the interchange. I sat beside this old man. He's skin was tight and you could see his veins popping out that skinny arms of his. He had this sad, lonely expression printed all over his face. IT WAS DAMN SAD. He was carrying a red plastic bag containing a packet of rice i guess. It really made me realise that if i'd have to grow old and be a lonely hairless old man. I'd really be waiting for the day to that i die. Going to a community centre to make new friends is a good idea. But really, how many old folks do you see there. Even if you do, majority of them are old women doing taiji. old men? few do i see.Anyway, point is i really dont want to grow old and be lonely.Especially when i read about the news article today about the 90+ year old mother taking care of her 70+ year old daughter. All the problems caused by..... post-natal depression. I heard stuff that a mother would suffer from depression and kill their babies. Something like that, but i really never thought much about it. But sounds scary. Imagine if you wife had post-natal depression, what would you do? 2 more weeks to chinese O's . cannot JT anymore . must tension already. okay bye. Saturday, May 14, 2005 http://www.betterbodz.com/abdominal.htmlhttp://www.bye-bye-belly-fat.com/a/free-abdominal-workouts.shtml http://www.military.com/NewContent/0,13190,Smith_051904,00.html !!!! So tiring. bye Argh, i came back at 130am this morning and slept at 2! My grandfather woke me up at 530 la. sad sad sob sob. Fridays are getting too tiring. Tuition is 4 hours and i played soccer from 140pm-5pm. Im seriously so dark now. Worst i've been in a long while. Anyway social studies was damn interesting today!! Khoo came in with a spirited speech. And he gathered all these cute little books and made comparisions to some thick intimidating books that would scare a potential reader. Stupid darrell, he kept on hogging on to the anti-drug book. Didnt get the chance to read it. Looked damn interesting la. I wanted to read his personal notes and the letters he wrote to his mother and feel all his exasperation and his guilty sorrow. And khoo brought some kid's books. 'Sally finds a friend' http://img96.echo.cx/my.php?image=caterpillarjpg6ex.png http://img96.echo.cx/my.php?image=butterflyjpg5nd.png The tale of a caterpillar and a butterfly. Sorry i cant put the images up nicely. stupid imagehost doesnt help me a bit! OH back to the books. We also had a look/feel at a TOUCH and FEEL book. Wah, damn nice. Quite fun. Khoo was a bad man. Keep making fun of terence and marcus. Hoechu was damn lame la, he kept making whiny sounds while playing with the books. The government is to provide a safe and secure environment so that the quality of peoples' lives can improve. Anyway, tuition was damn boring and i've decided not to play soccer before tuition on fridays. Its killing me. Lucky today i never play for indon not i'll have to push myself. I AM SO STALE. Bye time for breakfast, yesterday was a measly 7 pieces of bread for the whole day.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005  The good old days.  The Crazy Days in the gym when mason was on the rampage.  The chaotic days when people came to my tagboard to scold me. Tuesday, May 10, 2005 (picture is withdrawn because of circumstances)Go here. See this yandao. hah. Sir got you this time. Good thing we stole a picture of you. Anyway, im getting STRESSED. Physics paper 2 is an hour and 45 minutes WAIT HOLD ON, i did i in 15min!!!. i finished 3 questions. BUT i think my answers are wrong. Im way behind on my physics and my chemistry is rusty. I re-studied my chinese from A-D i really have forgotten quite abit. Scary. Khoo, thanks ah. The new msn messenger is so confusing.grrr  what a picture. clement looks hungry for girls. Please go here to look at the pictures of the tennis team. Clement is a adorable Sunday, May 08, 2005 I don't want this anymore I've brought you into my, I've brought you here You're in my circular parade of failure, of failure The beautiful mistake really can cook up some songs. Anyway chinese test was a failure again, i didnt even get a single word for hanzi correct la. Damn hard la and mason told me that this words are actually easier than o level paper. Looks im in for a really tough time. Only about 22-23 more days till the chinese paper. I so want to watch Kingdom of Heaven, but its hard to find a time to get together to watch it. Im going to have a wasteful day again, i got a match later in the evening and i dont think i'll do any work from now till then. Movies are so expensive now. Stupid cinemas. Cold hearts for tired souls.
Monday, May 02, 2005 losing steam. really need to get back on track. maybe i need to go at a more reasonable pace rather than burning midnight oil almost everynight. maybe its not that productive. I barely studied at coffee club. but pool was fun though. im going to play it once a week i hope. hopefully not more than that. okay byebye.Sunday, May 01, 2005 Since when is winning ever enough. Since when is trying hard ever enough. Wow, coach carter is really not bad a film. I came to teach boys, but i've taught men Darn, i cant remember the quotes. But they are really good. Anyway, my watch is under repair and its going to take about 2 weeks. I could get a new watch if they cant repair it because its still under warranty of some sort.
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