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Thursday, March 24, 2005 Fine, i succumb to all of the peer pressure and i'll finally make my blog active again. Anyway, its been a good week so far because i had a good talk to with zhaoyao on the phone and been going out a bit more often now. take a look, i've been to town more times this week compared to the whole of last term. And i met my seniors today. Bittersweet. memorable in an ironic way. They were all crazy and fun-loving and i guess they really have imparted abit of them into me. All the funny shit we do, jokes we shared. But eversince they graduated,we've been slowly parting out own ways. Today, was the first time i'd friends smoke in front of me. And these people used to be the people who i thought would never smoke, steal, drink till they puke, cry.story: they stayed over someone's house. All started drinking(which is normal). They were out in the lawn joking and laughing. They all went in later, little did they realise that one of them was still outside. He drank 3/4 a bottle of volka and cigarettes to go together with it. When they noticed that he was missing. They found him, on his knees. bottle in one hand, cigarette in one hand. he was weeping. Reason: He(someone else) told me that he was really depressed, all he wanted to do was to soak in misery and that the harm and addiction of smoking didnt bother him. So he just smoked. and it has now become a habit. Sad. depression came about from a girl. rafflesian. another long story that i'd rather not tell. Anyway i came back smelling of smoke, fed into my clothes. even the cab driver had to wind down the windows to get rid of the smell. so i guess its time for me to go. bye! |
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