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Thursday, February 24, 2005 hello boys, i really need to be careful with what i reveal on my blog because there are so many spies(uncle khoo) around. So dangerous!School was mundane. Okay except khoo's lesson which lightened my day and the girls in our school. Managed to wave to liying. WOW (does this remind you of MR KHOO). Derrick was mad with his badminton coach and he was cheering enthusiasically " little girl little girl dont be shy. let me see your ......." i'll let your imagination go wild and the sentence rhymes. I stayed on in school too watch the girls play badminton and to see how many colours sports bra could come in. kidding. I took the bus with zhaoyao and headed down to peninsular after the colours got boring. Anyway in the end i decided to get the boots from mr tan as the prices at peninsular were threatening to blow a whole in my pants. BY THE WAY, the girl on my doodleboard is just shooting her mouth like a loose cannon. Dont have any ideas please. Second month of secondary4. I hope i can improve my humans and my science. Im feeling abit demoralised by my marks. Just hope it gets better. Friday, February 18, 2005 I'm sorry for the person I becameI'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to try to never become that way again Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been I talked to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough and the things I bottled inside I finally begun to create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up I heard the reverberating footsteps Syncing up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life failure, reccos
Monday, February 14, 2005 The way to a woman's heart is a path of torment that I am well sure. Its Valentines Day. How great, streets are packed with lovers,couples and sadly, loners. But i was busy winning match for the school. I didnt start the game but when i came in was confident of showing the coach why i've been playing 1st team for all my years in vs. Anyway it was a good match, 2 red cards(contributed by my rough tackling), kudos to hamedu and joel who perfromed well which resulted in a clean sheet and a bagful of goals. 5-0. A good way to boost our confidence for Wednesday Fiesta. Either TKSS or VICTORIA goes through, but in the end we know we are both worthy of that place in the qualifying round. School is burning me out and i know that. But i also realise that in the end, its me and the exam. No one else and it all depends whether i put in the tremendous effort needed to do well and succeed in making it to VJC. Oh, i met that tkgs girl on the bus 42. Whats her name again? Jocelyn? She totally shunned me. I know what i did last year was lame. Come on, it was my birthday. Just wanted to try something new. You dont need to dao me. All you need is to just smile at me and at least i know you are not trying dao me. Cause now i feel so ignored! Terrible feeling. Am I that horrible and unfriendly a guy to communicate with?!?! I dont think so. Funny shit, i thought she was kinda pretty(sweet at least) but joel and jingming had totally opposite reaction( Am i correct? totally opposite right?) Anyway Hi Jocelyn or whoever you are who sits on the 42 from tkgs dont dao me. Its bad. K BYE. Training tomorrow and match on Wednesday, pray for me and wish me luck boys. Saturday, February 12, 2005 Tired. Soccer training really killed me. I really haven't been improving as much as i have wanted. No talent. Sometimes i wonder whether the reason why im playing first team, heard that its just because im the 'captain'. Demoralising sial. might as well not play.4years playing for vs. Now i got no sense of satisfaction because the only reason im playing is because im captain. And i got so much pressure on me. i feel so down, when i dont perform well. And i know i dont deserve to be captain. Some captain who cause the team to draw. enough bah.busy day tomorrow. going to get some rest now.Saturday, February 05, 2005 you see what you believe Guess those 5 words taught me to change how i think of people and situations. Thanks to khoo.lol. Anyway, i got a swollen small toe because i pulled out in-growth toenail with my bare hands. Painful and its oozing with pus. But its really not as bad it seems. It cannot be because i have a match on monday and i have to prove myself. I need to focus on my strengths and minimize my weaknesses. I cannot let butterflies roam in my stomach. I really need to exert myself more on the game. And what better than doing it on monday. Okay its time for me to go and head off for church. Im catching hotel rwanda later. I hope its good. bye. have great weekend boys.
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