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Tuesday, December 28, 2004 Hello boys, i started the day with a bit of dota. I used the wolf and the troll warlord and i really think they are great and easy to use. But the uncle had to make a mess of our game and we left. Oh i lost my temper a bit during the game. Sorry boys. I'll try to keep my temper intact. Anyway i left the place about 2 and made my way to town and met up with david, kenneth,brinda and jocelyn. We went shopping for jocelyn's brother's present because he was heading over to sweden for further studies. Thanks to me she found a nice pullover that personally i would have gotten it for myself. Anyway we spent a lot of time walking around and we met up with isacc and i had to give the boys a tour in fareast for the skate shirts. In the end i didnt buy anything for myself. I really wanted to buy something for my grandparents and parents but i didnt have the time because the boys and girls wanted to look at clothes which would not be a good idea for my parents. HOWHOWHOW. Guess i'll have to give them New Year gifts. Oh far east really has changed, especially the shops that i used to frequent when i was sec2. School is going to finally open. Some how i wish that i had a month more to spend my time on my own. Instead of slogging myself to school every morning. But usually at the end of the day i really enjoy myself in school with my friends. But school ends at 630 next year. I hope i'll still manage to enjoy myself. Soccer chalet tomorrow. I hope it will be fun. Mass dota tomorrow i think. Anyway. I realise i've got this self-activated defense mechanism. Call it instinct but i cant bring myself to like anyone. Went out with my church friends today, realised that 3/4 of them likes someone. Guess i dont dare like anyone easily anymore. All the thoughts in my head. Cant seem to jot them down in words. I'll leave it for some other day okay boys. I got so much to say, but no one to tell. O'levels. Coming soon in a school near you.
Monday, December 27, 2004 Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid Bearing all my sin and shame In love You came And gave amazing grace Thank you for this love Lord Thank you for the nail pierced hands Washed me in Your cleansing flow Now all I know Your forgiveness and embrace Worthy is the Lamb Seated on the throne Crown You now with many crown You reign victorious High and lifted up Jesus Son of God The Darling of Heaven crucified Worthy is the Lamb Worthy is the Lamb
Oh man, this song is so meaningful. So many people go on with life without even hearing about the undying love of God. And guess its my fault for no being a reflector huh. All the times i have spent follicking in town/saying vulgarites just to try to be cool/funny and to inject some dirty humour into my conversations.Just thinking about it makes me feel stupid. I mean i've always tried to fit into every new crowd that comes along and im good at it. Maybe im the type of guy who is just good at slipping in the background.That doesnt sound bad though but maybe i want to have a identity that doesnt have to change because its tiring to switch character here and there. Mysterious charles, heard that somewhere before. Its hard to figure me out i think. I got alot of different sides inside of me. Oh well, even i dont know what kind of guy i am. Anyway today was a normal day.lan in the morning. BUT WAH. JOCELYN CALL ME TO ASK ME OUT FOR LUNCH. So touched. lol. Anyway i only met issac,zack,pertrina,cheryl and jocelyn for lunch in parkway. So it was nothing la. I had 2 hours to burn alone before i made my way down to town but thank God the bus ride was long so i had time to sleep and by the time i reached town it was already 530. Anyway in an hour, i managed to throw 190quid in levis and zara. But the long sleeve shirt and jeans i bought were fabulous. Going to blow more tomorrow because im going out with issac to show him the skate shops at far east and maybe hit pac plaza for some more bermudas. KK. Wednesday is soccer chalet and we are going to blow money on lan. This is bad. K. Time for me to go. Bye boys. Thursday, December 23, 2004 Good evening my dear friends, well today was a pretty fun day and maybe a bit disappointed because no hot sisters in school today. We stayed in school from 8-1235 and all we did was to collect the report books, $1, issue out HMT forms or 3rd language forms to the pupils and of course be on the look out for lost and wandering sisters. BUT i didnt get any lost and wandering sisters. Oh well. Anyway we later went to parkway for lunch but the stupid food court was so crowded and i could eat my mini wok and we had to eat oily oily chicken from KFC. Damn unhealthy. Grow fat damn fun if you eat it daily.Anyway, i didnt go to training (sorry guys) because i am in pain whenever i take a step because my calf muscles are overworked and they are so sore. So im really sorry, i'll go for match tomorrow and try to help win it. And because i didnt go for training i decided to play some dota and i turned in an Stealth Assasin monster with a chance of doing 2000damage and i managed 25kills-0deaths. Like wow. And later i played cs with some pro but i managed to own him, i was quite on form today so that was a good practice. And i heard only 6 people turned up for training, how pathetic. Tomorrow sure all of them will come, just because there's a match in the morning. OKAY. i have to go. byebye. Made a christmas list and sent it out to you. i put it in the mail, i hope it gets through. This time of year no one should be alone. Im not asking for that much. i just wish that you'd come home to me. Seems like Christmas aint nothing new to me. It dont mean a thing if you're not here with me. Whats the point in celebrating. It aint no happy holiday And the only one i wanted is a million miles away. I dont need no presents underneath my tree Santa Claus dont bring me nothing new. I dont need my styled stuff. To have you here is more than enough. All i want is Christmas with you Hello boys, i've been training non stop this few days. LIKE WOW. Anyway i have to stop awhile because of my strained calf muscles and thigh muscles. Been overworking it but i really want to train but i have to restrain myself because what good would i be if i end up injured long-term. So i guess i'll lay off training tomorrow and have a friendly match against khyrul's team on friday and i'll have a good rest over the weekend. Oh tomorrow is registration for the primary six kids. Haha, i hope there will be some hot sisters accompanying their brothers and of course i'll be a gentlemen and guide them wherever she wants to go. K enough, later shaun scold me. Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Ruth Thanks for the card and dont worry about pangsehing so many times. Its really okay. And that sticker is not funny la. And season greetings to you too. And you owe me a date, dont think i'll forget about it. Zhaoyao thanks for the card, i'll try to get you something too okay? Oh, when you asked for my address right, i thought you were going to buy a ipod for me and send it to me. Wahlau, make me disappointed. sigh. Heh, kidding. I really appreciate the card. Harry and Joel i hope 2 enjoyed your church camp. Oh i went back to my old blog and went through my archives and found my Christmas entry and it didnt sound to good. Oh well. One year has swooshed by like the growth of my body hair. Met new people here and there. Fun year and next year is the do-or-die year. How great. Oh like i said, i was walking home last night and this girl was wearing this short short short skirt then flew with the wind. And fluffed up like balloon. She was wearing boxers inside. And she was wearing this black jacket, but like cause she was carrying a slingbag her end of the jacket was crumpled up above her waist and you could see skin. SKIN! It was if she wasnt wearing anything under that black jacket. I was muttering under my breath "DARING AH.Dont you know that got horny guys like timothy and shaun around!! HOT LEGS, reminds me of Christine." Yeah, she had little fats on those fabulous/fantastic/amazing/out-of-the-world legs of hers unlike ... and it was toned too. Like wow. KK enough. And i had a weird dream that night. I dreamt that i made a guy pregnant. The guy was someone close to me. A close friend i think. I cant really remember his face. Scary shit la. I cant remember alot in the dream. But i was freaked out when i woke up and i really dont want to turn gay. IM STRAIGHT. Definitely straight. I like girls. Honest. Kk enough. Bye boys
Monday, December 20, 2004 IM SO TIRED. Training, training, training and flu. Im so down and out, I cant gather enough energy to do anything. I have a strain in my right thigh and it really hurts and oh my, i have training tomorrow. I also have to study with my friends tomorrow and after that i have cellgoup sleepover and the next morning i have training in vs and i have vj training in the evening. I need to train but im so tired. How how how.Anyway i guess i'll settle my own problems myself. Oh, when i was on my way back from my church camp in malaysia. I managed to stay awake throughout the whole bus ride and i noticed the beautiful palm trees that run riot over the lands of malaysia. But i also noticed the burnt down trees, the houses that were dirty and broken down and i realise how lucky i am. And the other thing i want to say is that i really love the stars at night. When i walk back home, i always have this urge to look up and admire the stars. HJIPVNIPSOVNIONSWWHOC. I dont know how to blog. Sorry. I'll try to blog another time. Im starting to feel lonely and its not a good sign. Friday, December 17, 2004 You wanna know more, more, more, about me I'm the boy that's sweepin' you off your feet I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep I'm the boy you never get just quite what you see LOL. some funny lyrics.
Im so tired and that means im too lazy to host any pictures of zhaohong or zhaoyao and im lazy to blog. Anyway i've been attending vj training for about a week now and i hope i've improved considerably. Anyway, on wednesday i went for my area's bbq at east coast. It was pretty fun and i had a nice talk with xuanyi while walking to 7-11 and back to the pit. And everyone had wrong ideas about the both of us. Anyway, she is a national judo woman packed with muscles and she chased after me with such speed and agility. Wow. And she stole a photo with me and i looked like a girl which is expected because im not photogenic. Sad. Anyway i owe her alot of chocolates because during camp i stole alot of chocolates from her.
Oh, Shaun, Zhaoyao, Zirui and i went to watch ocean's twelve. Its good, and definitely more enjoyable than the dumb show shark's tale. Had some good talk after that. But i was so tired because of the training in the morning and i was so worried about the next day because i had to be up by 6 and go for training at vj, thank God that today's training was nothing more than enjoyable and light. Its time to go shopping and sunday will be my window shopping day so that the next week i'll splurge and finally get some clothes. Wahlau, yesterday i wore pe shirt and my gray short reebok shorts to ps while the rest wore jeans. I looked so dirty and smelly. And it was so cold in starbucks and in the cinema. I have strained thigh muscles. Pain. Lucky i dont have training in the weekend. Zirui you better go tomorrow and play the match. You can do it. Im not kidding you when i said you are the better of the sec4s training with vj. Oh trili, you better start talking to your father okay? At least try to strike off a conversation with your dad. And work hard. K see you tomorrow. Monday, December 13, 2004 Oh boy, what a weird day. Anyway Syen stayed over at my house and we were watching the Arsenal vs Chelsea match and like it was just into the first 45seconds, Henry scored. Later the goal machine, John Terry scored we a bullet header. Before half time ended, Henry made Petr Cech look like a fool running from one post to the other post. Anyway in the end the score ended 2-2 and Arsenal should have won if Henry put in the sitter. Oh and if you realised, cesc and flamini did a excellent job in the midfield and pires did pretty well. Reyes was awful.After the match we decided to watch White Chicks and we did but i fell asleep with just half an hour into the show. I woke up at 8 feeling so tired but me and Syen watched 3 more dvds. Syen left at about 2 and i decided to do some work and managed to do so until 330 and then i my parents were watching another dvd so i took a rest and slept at the tv. Woke up again at 630 i think. Dinner was bad, only meat soup and rice. Oh well, at least i got something to eat. Oh i just remembered. Its time for me to take my antibiotics. Its making me so drowsy and i fall asleep so much now. I got training tomorrow at vj and i dont know whether i should go. How how how. I want to go but i got problem breathing when i play soccer now. On sunday i played and i had alot of problems breathing. Aiya, see how i feel tomorrow. But taking antibiotics before training wont be a smart idea. Guess i'll take it after training? Is it okay? howhowhow. Anyway, i was supposed to go out today with the guys. I ended up bumming around and i dont know what happen to the guys. Feels weird not going out so often. Anyway reminder, its 3 more weeks to school. Saturday, December 11, 2004 hello handsomes and prettys. I got back from camp 2 days ago and it was a fun experience even though i was down with flu, fever for most of the camp and i had mind-shattering headache for 2 days running. I learnt alot of stuff for camp and realised alot too like that i should go for cellgroup. My perception of cg has always been bad,which is bad. Anyway, talking about cg i had cg last night and we headed to syen's house for cg. And it was such a long walk in but it was fun because we were all talking and sometimes dogs would bark at us (maybe me la). Anyway, got a picture in cg of a man that was a cross who was nailed to the cross, it was a very dark, dull picture, his face was stricken with pain but in this eyes were the perseverence of a ox. And it was so painful la. I couldnt see the guy's face, all i could see was the pain that the man was going through. Anyway, i'll stop here. Its hard to explain on a blog because the pain was so overwhelming that my heart was crying for that man.Anyway, im heading to the doctor soon because of my fat nose of mine. It keeps getting stucked if not, running. And like i said, tomorrow is outing day for all you handsomes and prettys. Please come. Movie most probably. Harry must come, Zhaoyao must come and KShaunK must come and pretty louis must come also. Okay enough. Bye. Sunday, December 05, 2004 First things first, sorry mason. I really dont feel well. I cant play with my nose stuck and in pain. Its like because of my sinus/flu i have to blow my nose very often and often blow it hard. And it turns out that i have irritated by nasal passage and i have more mucus coming out because of the irritation. I am not very surprised if one day my nasal passage becomes inflamed. This really is horrible. Its like i need to blow my nose becomes its stuck but i cant because i'll just end up irritating my nose and aiya, the feeling is frustrating. And guess what i have camp tomorrow, i just pray that my flu doesnt jump out during camp.Anyway, i had a great time yesterday during church. The song King of Majesty is really nice. K. Anyway i havent started packing for camp. HOW! I dont like packing, i always end up bringing too much clothes for nothing la.Anyway, China Aviation is in trouble,it lost about half a billion!. Out of point. CAMPCAMPCAMP. I have a funny feeling its going a slack time for me. I have to go. bye. OH. chelsea won again in style. but you could tell they were not comfortable in the first half. If lampard didnt score and turn on the heat, chelsea was going to be in trouble. Arsenal won, thats a good sign. I hope they continue playing well and win the league and champions league and chelsea get relegated. BYE! Friday, December 03, 2004 hey boys, charles here is exhausted. I've really been sleeping little this few days, like just about 4-6 hours a night. And in the morning i have soccer or something on that really tires me out. Im both spiritually and physically drying out now, even mentally dead. I barely can get a few thoughts into my puny mind. And camp is coming soon, im not prepared. I burnt myself out with my activities. I really wont play frozen throne anymore for a long time so please guys, dont tempt me.Anyway, i was watching rave, then suddenly i conked out. I woke about 40 mins later and rave ended. Dang. Oh, i had eyes fixed on the tv for a further 5mins and then i cant remember anymore because i woke up at 830! Anyway i guess this morning's match took alot out of me even though AJC soccer sucks. Lol. I almost got into a fight because i think i was too rough with my tackles then some malay guy keep staring at me, then i just cheekily grin and smile at him(it always works on this stupid boys). He got so pissed at me that he purposely made a full-blooded 2 footed plunge at my ankles but i obviously i was too quick and agile and smart for him Anyway, i realise that recently that every single match that i play, there will always be conflicts between me and some opponents. Oh, the brothers, timo, ah gu and me went to J-8 to eat lunch and i was telling them that if one day i really get injured, my injury will definitely be serious because of the way i play. It really is true and .. oh well when it comes, i pray that it'd be a minor one. Later, we headed to kebangam to get some hours clocked into my resume for dota. I think i can play quite well, but i guess i really should stop wasting time on lan. Okay, guess its time for me to go. Bye Wednesday, December 01, 2004 She is a pretty looking lady trying to learn how to play soccer. Anyway the show is hilarious. She had to score 5 goals in 5mins or save 5 goals in 5mins. Anyway she miserably failed all of them, but she managed to make me snigger my heart out. OH she got hit in the face by the ball. So hard to tell you all everything by typing words. Too bad you all missed it. Okay. im off to see trili at the airport. |
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