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Tuesday, November 30, 2004 Hey, its really been a slow day. I've been home the whole day and i was still in my pyjamas until 630pm. I watched 2 movies today and played a few hours of cm4. Anyway, my flu is getting better i think. But it feels like its going to come back any moment. Is this sign? Is this the dreaded sinus?Up to now, i have diminshed about 6-7 water bottles of water, 4 cups of liangteh and some other funny drink that my loving grandma made for me which i lovingly drank it, guess i grew used to the taste. I've been drinking them since young, maybe thats why im so hairy and short.(wait make that 5 cups of that things) She made some more for me. Tell me where on earth can you find a grandma so loving and caring like her. Anyway, i think i pee-ed about 6-7 times today. Its either something is wrong with my bladder or i obviously drank too much. Anyway, my parents are having a good time over in Israel. They messaged me a couple of times. Last message said that they were going for some mud spa thing in the Dead Sea (or was it the Red Sea) and they would tell me the benefits. LOL. Maybe they can bring some mud back for me and i'll use it to become as fair as Fann Wong. The best benefits would be to vanquish all the evil hairs on my legs and do some other stuff to me that i cannot tell you victorians out there. OH NO!!! My sister took the car and that means i have to make my own way to school for training. Im not good these few days. Been slowly seeping back into my own trap of sins. Praise God that i found Him again this evening. SO DANGEROUS. Its like so subtle, so slow that you dont realise it. Then you grow accustomed to it and you start doing it like its not wrong to do it and in the end you cant BREAK(ING) THE HABIT (stolen from syen's entry title). Dont let it happen to you megalifers. Anyway, what i learnt today 'Real love requires growth and maturation and also practical discernment and sensitivity'. And if you link it to Hebrews 5:14, you cannot expect to grow without spiritual food. Oh well. And i learnt a lot of stuff within that 10-15 mins i spent. Amazing isnt it? I learn more within 10-15mins then about 7 hours in school. lol. Anyway i just talked to Samuel, i think he is mightily confused, harden and mixed up inside. I pray that You will plant a seed inside of him and that one day he'd come back to you just like i have. Amen. The speaking of tongues is really hard to understand, but we have to have faith and love and hope. Keys to our lives in God. The speaking of tongues has disillusioned his life, a seed of doubt planted into him. I mean he was so commited last time, and now he has stopped going to church. SO SCARY, SO SUBTLE. So dont let any of this happen you megalifers. I got so much i want to tell you all megalifers. Oh well. I mean like its burried beneath the outer layer, but the doubt grows and grows and becomes overwhelming. This thing about samuel is really burning into me. I want to know more, understand more. Sigh. K enough. not good to be full of worldly sorrowful that cause you to feel down. TOMORROW I HAVE TRAINING. OH. Trili will be on a plane tomorrow heading to our little but busy island. Lets all pray that she has a safe journey home. Hmm. I hope tomorrow i'll get my big/fat butt and do some more work. K byebye. |
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