Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Hey, its really been a slow day. I've been home the whole day and i was still in my pyjamas until 630pm. I watched 2 movies today and played a few hours of cm4. Anyway, my flu is getting better i think. But it feels like its going to come back any moment. Is this sign? Is this the dreaded sinus?
Up to now, i have diminshed about 6-7 water bottles of water, 4 cups of liangteh and some other funny drink that my loving grandma made for me which i lovingly drank it, guess i grew used to the taste. I've been drinking them since young, maybe thats why im so hairy and short.(wait make that 5 cups of that things) She made some more for me. Tell me where on earth can you find a grandma so loving and caring like her. Anyway, i think i pee-ed about 6-7 times today. Its either something is wrong with my bladder or i obviously drank too much.
Anyway, my parents are having a good time over in Israel. They messaged me a couple of times. Last message said that they were going for some mud spa thing in the Dead Sea (or was it the Red Sea) and they would tell me the benefits. LOL. Maybe they can bring some mud back for me and i'll use it to become as fair as Fann Wong. The best benefits would be to vanquish all the evil hairs on my legs and do some other stuff to me that i cannot tell you victorians out there.
OH NO!!! My sister took the car and that means i have to make my own way to school for training. Im not good these few days. Been slowly seeping back into my own trap of sins. Praise God that i found Him again this evening. SO DANGEROUS. Its like so subtle, so slow that you dont realise it. Then you grow accustomed to it and you start doing it like its not wrong to do it and in the end you cant BREAK(ING) THE HABIT (stolen from syen's entry title). Dont let it happen to you megalifers. Anyway, what i learnt today
'Real love requires growth and maturation and also practical discernment and sensitivity'. And if you link it to Hebrews 5:14, you cannot expect to grow without spiritual food. Oh well. And i learnt a lot of stuff within that 10-15 mins i spent. Amazing isnt it? I learn more within 10-15mins then about 7 hours in school. lol. Anyway i just talked to Samuel, i think he is mightily confused, harden and mixed up inside. I pray that You will plant a seed inside of him and that one day he'd come back to you just like i have. Amen. The speaking of tongues is really hard to understand, but we have to have faith and love and hope. Keys to our lives in God. The speaking of tongues has disillusioned his life, a seed of doubt planted into him. I mean he was so commited last time, and now he has stopped going to church. SO SCARY, SO SUBTLE. So dont let any of this happen you megalifers. I got so much i want to tell you all megalifers. Oh well. I mean like its burried beneath the outer layer, but the doubt grows and grows and becomes overwhelming. This thing about samuel is really burning into me. I want to know more, understand more. Sigh. K enough. not good to be full of worldly sorrowful that cause you to feel down.
TOMORROW I HAVE TRAINING. OH. Trili will be on a plane tomorrow heading to our little but busy island. Lets all pray that she has a safe journey home. Hmm. I hope tomorrow i'll get my big/fat butt and do some more work. K byebye.
[ Charles ] | 7:06 PM | Comment(s)
Out of the blue
I found you
I was watching rave and during the advertisement i pressed 20 and delta goodrum( have i spelt it correctly) was on tv with her deep blue eyes that really struck me. K. anyway "Out of the blue, I found you" . Have you ever heard such a cheesy phrase before? I cant help but blog about it. Its just like saying "my love is like a rose" or "you remind me of the moon, the stars". So if you ever catch me saying any of these cheesy phrases, please spank me. I rather be caught shaving my legs,chest then being caught saying "Out of the blue, I found you" . Anyway im listening to 3 doors down - here without you. Its cheesy balls, but the lyrics are really true when you are in love. BUT delta goodrum's "out of the blue, I found you" really brings cheesiness to a new level. Anyway, 2 more days to SINGAPORE IDOL!!! I look forward to know the outcome but i dont want to watch the show because i dont want to hear SLYVESTER trying to be who he's not. AND please does he really look like a rock star? I think i look like britney by the way. K enough.
Today i guess i'll be trying my best to finish up my e math work. And i have to get well by tomorrow so i can train again. A day's rest should be good for me. NATIONALS, i guess thats my aim for the team. We can do it because i know how good we are. KK, he has gone to Italy to enjoy his holidays. I wish him a good time over there. Sorry i didnt reply last night. I slept early because of my flu/sinus. Anyway, i think elie is a good name.
Soccer. I need to improve my fitness and speed and control and movement off the ball/just about everything. I dont think im quite up to standard. Sure got other good attacking midfielders and i have to make sure i can stop them if not i'll let the team down. My job is to cut out attacks, run them down and of course link the defence to attack and a whole lot more. I really have to improve quick. I cant let the opponent's midfield to dominate me, i have to destroy them. Destroyed a few before, but im sure next year will be a tough one and the other schools must have improved. So we also cannot stop improving.
We have to make sure we can concentrate for the full 90mins, that was a flaw this year. We lost concentration and lost the lead and the game too many times. Some old Victorian told me that, i guess its really true.
Sorry, i dont have new pictures. I need more pictures of my handsome friends so i can post them on my blog. K enough. Bye
Does this make me a ACS(i) cool dude? K.
[ Charles ] | 8:42 AM | Comment(s)
Monday, November 29, 2004
It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Its a beautiful day all right, maybe the only downside is that im sick. Anyway before i forget, for the past few nights the moon has been so full of splender. Its really been the brightest i've seen for a long time and its really seems big (reminds me of the show, Casshern) and its really looks dominant. Ok enough of the moon, stars, skies and birds, now more about us mortal beings on this sinful earth. I woke up at 7am, i struggled to bathe and managed to slip into my bodytight jersey (its been getting smaller). I selfishly got my grandad to fetch me to school for training while he was watching his show. Sorry. Anyway, i bought back lunch for them to make up and i guess it was a change from the usual baba food and they liked it. OH, did i tell you, i cut my hair. I dont want to go out already.
YAWN. WHY MUST I HAVE THIS FLU PROBLEM MAYBE ITS SINUS OR IM REACTING TO ARSENAL'S STUPIDITY. My tired body is really about to break, sore and aching. Anyway i can tell that hakeem is really working hard for training and really is improving alot. I always see him when im at training, he rarely skips. HOYEH AH. Almost every sec3 is working hard, except a couple here and there and that breaks my fragile heart. I like hardworking people in training not lazy indians/mats/(gavin) they inject alot of energy into the game. K enough.
2 more days till trili gets back. Lets hope she has a safe and smooth plane ride home in her personal jet. lol. OH. i forgot my ABCs. K. Maybe tomorrow i'll do some more work. Bye.
I can sing a rainbow.
[ Charles ] | 7:30 PM | Comment(s)
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Oh my oh my. I wasted so much money today. About 7quid on lan and another 8.50 quid on a movie that blew my mind away because i had to think so much and try to figure what was going on. But i guess it was the kind of movie that you dont watch for the action but for the underlying motive of the director/writer/producer. Something about the cost of war, the desperate things you would do for love/ the cruelty of mankind/
the judgement of right or wrong. So my advice to you is that dont watch it even if you really want waste 2hours+ of your time. Go jogging lose those body fats of yours that can cause you to have heart attack. Anyway, my flu is really getting on my nerves, i really pray that it goes away.
OH. Trili is fluttering back to Singapore in a couple of days time. Trili : HI KOR. I was forced to say that. OKAY. i really should get going, i got to spend personal time with my love.
OH. I THOUGHT FEW PEOPLE HAD SAMSUNG E700A. BUT I DONT THINK SO NOW. THIS IS SAD.K BYE
[ Charles ] | 9:22 PM | Comment(s)
Friday, November 26, 2004
YAWN. I had such a slow start to the day and it pretty much ended with a fury. Anyway, i woke up early like i said and i slept from 12-2+. Victory, i've never napped so long before. Anyway, later i headed to the library to borrow one of my favourite authors, James Patterson - Big Bad Wolf. Later i took a bus down to parkway and deposited my money into the bank. OH it was my first time so i was pressured by the overwhelming people in the POSB outlet. I was scared i'd make a mistake and my money would be sucked up and disappear. K. Nevermind, i succeeded. Later i went to Louis' house to then later t ake a cab to clarke quay for dinner at his dad's co-owned HOOTERS restuarant/bar/pub (with girls clad in short shorts+tight white tops with their cleavages showing) It was their opening day after shifting from nearby to the new outlet which was in a pretty much prime area. Dinner was filling and Harry had to loosen his belt (thats enough visual imagery). We then took the MRT ( mass rapid transport) to somerset to play some lan. Well. I think i proved my CS credentials. We later played frozen throne where harry fragged me 5 times i think maybe more. but i still succeeded in winning the game with my numerous serpent wards and my shackle. KK. We headed home. Now im going to sleep. Bye.
[ Charles ] | 11:05 PM | Comment(s)
Swear i made up my mind when i saw you that first time
its like you were sent from the sky
the kind of love you hear about
that you just cant do without.
YAWN. I woke at 6.51am just to watch 3 mins of rave. Been on the computer and tv since then. I am supposed to be off playing street soccer now but its raining awfully now. I guess alot of people are going to wake up late. Anyway. Good luck Ruth. She's off for another one of her many competitions. I wish i could be good enough to play in so many soccer competitions. Oh well. Joel is overseas. He better come back to go for soccer training, that boy has been skipping training. OH. I did quite of work yesterday so i guess that warrants me more time to play for the rest of this week. I really have no plans for today, and i dont really want to go town. Maybe i'll go the library to get some books and deposit some money in my account. I scared the cash deposit machine suck my money and dont return it for me. KK. Enough. i feel like going to read something. I blog tonight about my day's activities.Bye
I THINK THERE IS A CONNECTION BETWEEN THESE 2 PICS
[ Charles ] | 9:13 AM | Comment(s)
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Training was so tiring. The sun was blazing and it was windless. Anyway some parent approached me and ask me about how i felt about Victoria School, i gave them my heartfelt opinion. Anyway i planned to do work with louis after my training but i forgot to bring along my books and i had to go all the way home to get my peasy little books and head out again. Anyway we were happily doing work till 330 when we realised that zhao and harry were not out! Something was/is wrong. Anyway we went to town spent sometimes walking around/lan. I was seen by Grace and a few other people. Anyway on the way home, i met edith, later i met dennis, sengkim, gwen and some of my old friends. Anyway me and louis at dinner at some pasta place. i almost knocked a lamp down from the ceiling. Im just too tall for my own good
[ Charles ] | 8:12 PM | Comment(s)
KK. Syen is seriously damn lame and blur and lovable. Oh well. I am going to have training in an hours time so i'll make this short and sweet. Anyway this reminds me K.I.S.S (Keep It Short n Sweet). My pri4 form teacher told me to stop writing such long answers for comprehension. Anyway her name was Mdm Wong with those thick black plastic glasses and she made me cry. KK. Enough about that woman. Trili is coming back in 6 days time i guess thats a good thing but it reminds me that the month of November is coming to a close! ARGH. I made a promise that i'd finish my math work by end of November and I am barely half way through all of it. And i heard we have a lot of physics work and what am i doing? Nothing! i haven't started on it yet. This is all too horrible. I dont want to start the new year in shambles. Oh, my parents left at 430 in the morning for their overseas trip to Israel. I pray God gives them journey mercy and shower them with fun and amazement. Oh, and they are going to bangkok and i pray that God will give them better taste in clothing for me! Hah. I guess i'll still wear what they buy for me. Hmm. They will be back on the 8th or 9th december and i wont see them till the 10th because i'd be in church camp in Malaysia, Pahang. HAHA. i got atm card. I havent slotted it into that machine yet, i guess the time will come. But its really nothing much but i hope it will help me save more. Instead of spending money on junk food (eg. dove chocolate, herseys, lays chips etc). Anyway my brother just came back from army, i really rarely talk to him because he comes back so late and he leaves early in the morning to goodness knows where. Oh and my sister went back to the hostel so i guess i'll be alone till my parents get back. AND RUTH YOU OWE ME A DATE. YOU PANGSEH ME. heh. kidding. I guess its all right. You got your malaysia tourament thing. I think you got the qualities to do well, and please la, you dont need to shrink you jiggly flabby wobbly arms and thighs. Its really fine and flabby. OH. The Edge Of Reason (did i get the move title right?) is NC-16. I am going to be 16 years old so i guess it'd be okay for me to watch. Oh when i went to make my atm card. The lady at the counter asked my dad how many kids he had(guess she was trying to get a good service award) and my dad replied "i have six kids". Her reaction was all too hilarious. Her face was stricken with shock and she was taken aback by my father's potency at this bald and old age. I chained back my laughter and grin. Anyway i dont have a signature and i used my thumbprint and i got my card and we walked out of POSB and jumped into the car. And my dad was jubliant over his successful trick. I was tired so i just answered 'yes yes'. KK. i got to go and rush to school handsomes and pretty ladies.
[ Charles ] | 8:09 PM | Comment(s)
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Hey. Its been a while since i've blogged. Anyway i guess life is taking a turn for the good and everyone else is pretty much having a good time. okay handsomes. good thing quite a few got promoted while a handful got retained. but it doesnt really matter because to me they are still my friends and if they ever need help they know they can approach anyone for help. Okay. Anyway trainings been so good even though my schedule is like monday, tuesday and thursday so monday and tuesday trainings make me so shacked that i really sleep so early. HOHO. i got my atm card now. i created another savings accounts because i dont want to diminish my current account. I hope instead of spending money like free, this would help me conserve some money. oh my parents are going overseas tomorrow morning for about 14 days!!! please ask me out especially those hamsums like zhaoyao and harry and queen lum and mason etc. anyway i need to faster complete more work by the end of the month and this is a reminder to the victorians to please work hard. oh oh. shopping soon. =) bye. OH. did i mention. CHURCH CONFERENCE AND CHURCH CAMP!! okay bye.
[ Charles ] | 9:56 AM | Comment(s)
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Hello boys, im really having a great day. Started off with soccer and even though i didnt play well, i had a great breakfast as usual. Maybe the only thing that i miss is that Mason and Queen Lum weren't there. Every Sunday i look forward to morning kickaround and the wonderful noodles at the hawker. Did i tell you? I have a new blog template. Okay enough with that. Slyvester's family has a money scandal, not that i should be happy that someone's family is in trouble. Taufik must win S'pore Idol.
Okay. i might be moving house. But i'll move somewhere still in kebangam. Consider it God's gracious gift. Really thank God for the opportunity. Maybe i might not move but i know the love He has for me. okay. The house really is big if i can remember correctly. Oh well. I'd love to move in there but i also love my current house. Its just nice for me.
Okay enough. I realised that people are different because God made them that way and they have their own purpose and in some how and some way they will work together. Just like the hand cannot do without the eyes and the head cannot do without the feet. So i shouldnt be so judgemental on people from now on. On friday i shouted at David the indian because he didnt do what he was suppose to do and i was very so impatient with him and i feel sorry. Heh. Yes i do feel sorry. I shouldnt have blown up at him. Should have just talked to him nicely and if he cant change accept him as he is and i guess he will take time to learn the tricks of game and mature in soccer.
I mean, when i was sec1 i was really just like any other average boy that plays soccer every sunday at the park. But after hardwork and all, i guess i really have matured. Even all the rest of my sec3 batch all have improved in leaps and bounds in their individual skills. okay enough. im going out with my parents later. So bye. and arsenal drew again. i think they better buy me before they lose the championship.
i need clearer pictures of people.okay bye.
[ Charles ] | 11:36 AM | Comment(s)
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Today was a good day. I slept alot last night and i woke up with a clear nose finally. And good thing harry called me because i was itching to play warcraft. Okay anyway we played dota and i got killed so many times. Anyway , i left after 2 hours and got to church in time. and yes i got to pasir ris late. okay nevermind. i dont know what to blog much now. so i guess i'll sign off now. okay. i hope zhaoyao gets well soon. he really looked bad on friday.
[ Charles ] | 9:20 PM | Comment(s)
Friday, November 19, 2004
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHRHGGH
HHHHHHHHHHHHARGHARHGHARHGHARHGATHGHARGHARHGAR
SLYVESTER GOT IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP PLEASE! PLEASE BAR ALL THE CALLS AND SMSES OF ALL THE BLIND UGLY CHEENA YOUNG TEENAGERS!!! PLEASE! TOO YOUNG LA! SLYVESTER IS NOT HANDSOME,NOT CHARMING, NOT SUAVE, NOT COOL, NOT SMOOTH. ALL MY FRIENDS IS THE MUCH BETTER THAN SLYVESTER. (DID YOU SEE!?!? ALL THE GIRLS HOLDING HANDS JUMPING UP AND DOWN SCREAMING FOR SLYVESTER)
wahlao. anyway i had training today. it was damn fun la. just that i had the flu once again. i think im getting better or was it the opposition wasnt that good. okay nvm.my sec1s are not bad for their age group. okay .anyway we went to town and had our lunch since i had no lunch at home. and harry proved to me that he eats alot. he better exercise more and eat less of that harmful ben and jerry's icecream. okay i going to have a long day tmr. i'll blog more tmr. and btw zhaoyao is so sexy like this guy here
[ Charles ] | 8:50 PM | Comment(s)
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Today was so damn tiring. I went to school in the morning to do gym and 'train' with the throwers. Anyway i thought i was as strong as zhaoyao but now it seems like .... Later i took the bus down to town with zhao. Had some chitchat on the bus with handsome zhaoyao. He took up three quarter of the seat la.
'Time really flies'.I know i've said this cliched phrase too many a times. But the more i think back of how my friends were last time, they really have changed both physically and mentally. Both for the good too. I know i shouldnt be harping on the lost time but i really love the old times. Oh well.
Okay anyway, i stopped at behind taka with handsome zhaoyao and we spilt because he went out with his mother. Haha i wish i could go out with my mother someday. Anyway after that i walked all the way to far east to eat curry chicken rice that cost me 3 quid and i got a lot of rice, 3 drumsticks and a chicken wing and a bowl of scrumptious curry. (not really that fantastic) But its realyl worth 3 quid. Okay. enough of food. Ruth is going to eat and she cant shrink her thighs and tone her flabby *** arms. After that i walked back to wistma to do work at coffee club. Okay i tried. I finished 3-4 topics of A math TYS and i gave up. my eyes really labouring to stay opened. So i bought a mufffin and picked up CLEO magazine Septmeber issue. Well, it was interesting. "Incubus" is actually a mythological thing that lies on top of women and has sex with them. The meaning is close la, i cant really remember 100%. Anyway, i wanted to look for nice shoes to go with my jeans. I just couldnt find anything and i dont want to buy that nike shoes anymore. Too common. Okay. i was with shaun . I think shaun managed more work than me because he went home to bathe. Anyway after 4, we left coffee club to roam and discover the sights and sounds of Orchard Road!!!. To our dispair, the only things that we could see were women with disgusting short skirts. Cheap. Anyway i realise i have a really good eye for short skirts and other things but i dont stare. I am really a changed man. Okay, we really walked alot and later about 530 or so, we split and i took the mrt home. Anyway i smelt something weird and sourily. Guess what!! It was me! i should have soap. I need to buy those kind of travel soap bottles that are refillable for my hygiene. Anyway tomorrow im heading to school to collect my bbq set from the prefects and maybe i'll get a lift from my sister and we'll head down to bedok gym to do some workout.I've been working out for the past 3 days, i really dont want to overstrain my puny muscles and stop training for a while so must probably tomorrow i'll work on my lower body and do some running. Oh okay, i might be going Topman too. My sister wants me to accompany her to buy something because she got some voucher. I need more clothes. Its a real need la. Anyway did i tell you, Shaun and I went to Zara and i spotted this marvelous striped shirt. 69 quid. maybe im going to get it tomorrow.
Anyway, im really want to change. I hope what im planning to do is right. I should read more and more of the Bible. I want to learn so much more. I really let God down and sometimes i can cry cause i really feel so lousy. But i know what i should do now which is to start anew. Thank you God.
By Cheryl:i love my brother so very very much!!!!(she pushed me off the keyboard) i got to go. Bye!!
[ Charles ] | 9:25 PM | Comment(s)
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me .
anyway this song sucks and the band sucks. damn gay.okay. time for me to go. najid is damn right. this song really is so draggy.
[ Charles ] | 8:33 PM | Comment(s)
Monday, November 15, 2004
CONVICTION
PREFERENCE vs PERSEVERANCE
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Trying to get the on right track. help please. why did i give up. i dont want to be like this anymore.yeah. okay. i need to get help too. got flu. and my hamstring is really sore this few days..thanks bye
[ Charles ] | 7:11 PM | Comment(s)
Saturday, November 13, 2004
chye is damn cute. okay .enough. still sick.k bye
[ Charles ] | 7:57 AM | Comment(s)
Friday, November 12, 2004
shit la. the stupid slybastard is safe.dont like him. he sings like pravind. just that pravind is better because he can pronounce better and he is much more laugable at..the slybastard should join 5566 and quit singing english songs. help. S'pore please kick him out. dont vote for him.please. okay bye. remember. the slybastard is just trying to get you young lil girls to .....
[ Charles ] | 8:57 PM | Comment(s)
which two, among a thousand wise men, would define success in the same words; yet failure is always described but one way.
plucked it of shaun's blog. haha. cic must have been really good. oh man. my mouth hurts. ulcer. okay. bye
[ Charles ] | 7:58 PM | Comment(s)
Thursday, November 11, 2004
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
tired. long day. supposed to watch movie with ruth. in the end i watched taxi alone. i almost slept during the movie. maybe lucky i didnt meet her. i'll be too tired to talk and i'll be boring.oh well.
trili. i'll see you at the airport.havent seen you in such a long time.
lethargic.
[ Charles ] | 5:25 PM | Comment(s)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
A Molotov Cocktail,
my dreams symbolized in flames.
[ Charles ] | 1:05 PM | Comment(s)
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
haha. had a damn funny day. played lan with harry, zhaoyao and queen lum. Spent 4quid but it was a whole load of fun. Anyway, the funny part came when there were 4 girls infront of us. 2 in convent uniform and the other 2 in awful loose hipster jeans. suddenly one of them bent down, guess she dropped something.she revealed that disgusting ass crack not that i saw it. i was about to see it but because of my quick reflexes i turned away. harry saw it though. traumatic.later harry went 'thats the worst piece of underwear i've seen' and meanwhile i was going 'fatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfat' all the time but quietly.anyway no shorter than 20metres away. they stopped, and we obviously carried on ahead of them. suddenly we heard them going 'look at that fat ass' 'blahblahblah' trying to incite me into circumsizing them. they commented on my unsightly hairy legs that make people 'eww' but that didnt work because im used to it.anyway later they disappeared into thin air. so thats that.
okay.got home. no dinner. my mama wanted to cook for me but i refused. shes old already and im old enough.she so hardworking, a damn nice grandma.
oh did i tell you.last night slept before 10. at 11 something harry called me. later at about 12 louis messaged me. at 1 something ruth messaged me and finally zhao yao messaged me at 3 i think. this is what i get for sleeping early.
[ Charles ] | 8:55 PM | Comment(s)
Monday, November 08, 2004
thank you mama. you're old but you work harder than i do. oh man.
[ Charles ] | 2:19 PM | Comment(s)
Its a deep, red wound.
Enough to stare.
It's a beautiful rose and everyone's aware
You squeeze it tight enough to bleed.
But suicide is something we'd rather not mention here.
In our beautiful world of saving face.
hello boys. okay im sick now and i might not be going training. anyway. andrea have fun over there. okay. wait. im going training. but before that i'll head down to play warcraft. got hooked on i think.
Bleed one more time for me
Cause my heart is filled with loneliness
And this world is filled with loneliness
Bleed one more time for me
Cause the struggles of this world are blistering
Blistering.
Your cells run through my veins
The times you lifted a dead man
That's me again
Lonely.
[ Charles ] | 10:53 AM | Comment(s)
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in my self
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, I made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I've found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes..
yes.new phone finally.okay.time to charge it.no time to blog.got soccer on tv.bye!
[ Charles ] | 10:46 PM | Comment(s)
You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day.
[ Charles ] | 9:55 AM | Comment(s)
Thursday, November 04, 2004
hey things really have changed since about 2 weeks ago. troubles all disappeared.sounds like everyone has had their fun up to now.zhao yao seems pretty good, maybe except for his injured left arm. KK sounds good. queen too. joel has been playing lan like crazy i think. harry has been in bangkok just came back. he ate alot, bought alot. and about one week has been gone.feels too good. anyway. been trying to start on my holiday work, but i just cant seem to settle down for more than half an hour. lousy man.
oh oh. soccer training crazy. 25 people turned up including rooney and parker. and the ri dropout came too and najid's so pissed at him.anyway had fun.hope this attendance stays all through out the holidays which i know is kinda impossible.oh well. tomorrow's training at 430, im hoping to catch princess diary at tm.
bye!
things really have changed since about 2 weeks ago. troubles all disappeared.
[ Charles ] | 7:37 PM | Comment(s)
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
handsome seh both of them.
i had training yesterday. did some gym work. seriously weak now balls. havent done gym in such a long time. then we played a 6-a-side game. we had to new players, some china boys. we gave them names 'rooney' and 'parker'. they seem like pretty nice boys.
anyway i tried to do some of my holiday work last night but i only managed 6 sums and gave up. my eyes were failing me. they were fighting to stay opened.anyway i read grace's entry about technology and its effects and on my way back home, i just thought about it and its really true. oh well. okay . bye! off to do my work now.
[ Charles ] | 9:06 AM | Comment(s)
Monday, November 01, 2004
FEMALE CHINHOU
anyway had a tiring day yesterday. came home i just slept slept and slept. sorry yaoyao. i was just tired. didnt mean to be aggressive. oh oh .i went to pasir ris beach to play soccer, took the bus that would eventually past her house. oh man. the bus ride there was painful balls. the elias mall, the junction where we were and she was wearing that black army cap waiting for the light to turn red.then we went to her house then i walked her to her piano lesson.the road we took when we were at the beach at night and used the road to head back to her house, there was a big white dog in one of the houses along the way, barking like mad.the bus stop which i would i always take my bus back to the mrt, sitting down there, dreaming. oh well.
She calls me up
says she's coming over
so I run home (ooh hoo)
just to wait around
sh. sh. sh. she calls me names
then we play some mind games
and I don't know (ooh hoo)
but I think I like it
now she's the only one who blocks my number and
she's the only one I call
Yeah, oh yeah
whats wrong with me
Yeah, oh yeah
why can't I see
Yeah, oh yeah
I'm so addicted to you
and you're such a dick to me
I wrapped myself around her little finger and
she gives me the middle one.
oh man. that song is damn cute. anyway. time to go. i got dental, bye!
[ Charles ] | 8:04 AM | Comment(s)
