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Monday, October 18, 2004 I'm drunk off your kissFor another night in a row This is becoming too routine for me But I didn't mean to lead you on And it's all right to pretend That we still talk It's just for show, isn't it? It's my fault that it fell apart Just maybe you need this and I didn't Mean to lead you on You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started.There's no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you My friends over you Please tell me everything, That you think that I should know About all the plans you made When I was no where to be found. And it's all right to forget That we still talk It's just for fun, isn't it? It's my fault that it fell apart hello people, school was boring like shit and harry didnt come and i had 3 periods of chinese with my fat ugly armpit hair bristols and fat arms teacher. stupid woman. joel went to watch movie. i went to parkway with mason to eat jacks place but ended up eating cold storage roasted chicken. anyway. people do change, i guess its expected but you have to be able to contort, adjust, understand the change. Thats how you take things in your stride. not referring to you know who but to someone who was a very good best friend(XX) long time ago since dont know when, now he is still la friend, but i managed to get along even though me and XX are not as close as before. One good way was to make new friends, people like harry, zhao, louis while XX made new friends too and i respect him alot so i dont go on rambling about why he not so close to me as before. And yes i do still think about our good times, but i dont turn hostile or become melancholic. Hmm. well. new topic. when i was young, like what i always have said 'i do not have a perfect family' i do have problems. and the problems i have not many others have.i told a few of my friends. and began to think that they wont care cause they dontknow anything about it and that they are useless because they dontknow what to do. but then i realised that they do care. doesnt matter whether they dont know how to council you, but the important thing is that you have an outlet, and they will difinitely listen as a friend. i shallnt go on anymore , other people might think im crazy. but somethings i've heard are simply too much. but i really cant bother about it anymore to put it crudely. so this is the last thing i'll say about this issue.. there.What is, is. what is, is that. okay now for the laughs. 
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