Tuesday, September 28, 2004 On my way for the day I find no sorrowEveryday is all the same there's no tomorrow And I feel like I feel Cause it's cold here where you left me Hey I think that someday I might need you somehow I, I think I might have loved you These things I said but you were A million miles away A million miles away On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking And I know it's all but gone It only served to make me cry And I feel like I feel Cause it's black here with your memory damnit. just recieved a call. wtf. what is going on.hugh,jesh on an outing.caused some misunderstanding? what happen.and there's nothing to be sorry about. i did everything willingly. please please. there's nothing to be sorry about. these days will fade okay.its morning now.but heck.my mouth feels violated.stupid braces. stupid dental. oral tmr.2seqs and 1 sbq by wed.exams next week. things are getting to me. Had a bad day again She said I would not understand She left a note and said " I'm sorry, I had a bad day again. She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace. Smeared the lipstick on her face. Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again." And she swears there's nothing wrong I hear her playing that same old song She puts me off and puts me on And had a bad day again She said I would not understand She left a note that said, "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again." whats going on. what is happening.im getting so easily frustrated,irritated and angry. maybe it was in me all the while and i was hiding it. but i dont think so.so whats wrong. is the sky really the inspiration or is it weighing down on me. Sunday, September 26, 2004 lovable so cute.zhao zhao shocking =x YAY finished my damn lit essay. =) went for a jog just now. tired balls. my thighs are so sore. anyway. this weekend been pretty good. maybe just too slack. okay. guys please continue to work hard for EOYs. hello =) freaky friday. feverish friday. lol. i cant wait for the results for joel tmr. but something deep down inside of me tells me that joel will emerge victorious. he looks so cute. quote quote. anyway. about 8 more days to EOYs. i seriously feel and sense that i'll screw up even though i've been studying my balls off. oh. did i say study? dammit. i spent my day cutting my hair yesterday. barely managed to finish a math paper and chem mcq Memories are just where you laid them Dragging waters 'til the depths give up their dead What did you expect to find? Was it something you left behind? gah. got a lit essay to finish by today and probably about 10 chapters of physics.help help. Your faith like the pain it draws me in again she washes all my wounds for me darkness in my veins I never could explain and i wonder if you ever see Will you still believe? and all of your weight and all that you dream falls on me it falls on me and your beautiful sky the light you bring falls on me it falls on me am I that strong to carry on i might change your life i might save my world could you save me? oh man. okay. enough. byebye.have a sunny sunday Thursday, September 23, 2004 gross this was me in brighter times. this is me now, tired, feeling down. anyway exams are around the corner. i cant believe it. after this exam i'll be sec4. i really been working hard for this exam, but i have a gut feeling that i'll do badly. Things are not bright for me. im trying to be myself. tough. i flared up? sigh. love life? what love life my dear friend? i dont have one. I rarely flare up. So if i do, it means im really frustrated. please please please, i really cant take all this things that are happening. i'll be the egyptian thief. mutiny. whatever. just to get out of this mess. A Molotov Cocktail, my dreams symbolized in flames Friday, September 17, 2004 so handsome. i wish i was as good as him Friday, September 10, 2004 MEEEH, MEEEH , MEHLISSA?!!! EEEeEEeEEeeeeEEEEeEEEeE.errr..is that melissa from rgs table tennis. i thought she was better looking!!! OMG. haha. kidding sorry. i just thought the picture was hilarious.if you want me to take it off. please tell me.i'll do it willingly. ANYWAY. let me do practise my oral skills!!. this is a picture of a classroom in rgs.the little little girls they are very happy with RP!!! RIP!!. yes. we have 3 young girls placing theier hands on top of each other. maybe they are playing HEARTATTACK!! SPANK SPANK.!!! SMACK SOME SKINNY ASS. OOOHH. they trying to be CHARLIE'S ANGELS!!! GG.NO NO .They are going to transform into these 3 head beasts wearing a 2 bit bikini!!NO NO. i know THEY ARE GOING TO CALL CAPTAIN PLANET. TARBET! RICHARDSON!!, LOUIS!! (said by mehlissa) Thursday, September 09, 2004 hello boys, how have the holidays been? working hard? slogging your balls off everyday? going to school almost everyday for remedial and make-up lessons? Trying to finish all the 10-year-series holiday work? trying to catch a movie but you have no choice but to decide to go to YMCA Macdonalds to do your stupid a maths trigo questions that you can barely start the first step? Or have you been trying to blow your nose that has been stuffed with tissue paper?NEXT UP we have baby louis picture wearing a cap!! so cute. OOOOoooOOOoooOOOOooOOOooo i bet all the girls want his number and email!! esp Melisa from rgs table tennis!!!! OOOOoooOOOooOOOOOooooOOOO i heard he wants to steal kimmie from massy so massy will cry and sing "OH KIMMIE" lol, kidding. louis is too cute to do anything evil like that. there look at him again!! judge for youself okay now is the funny part. This is the funniest shit picture i've seen in my whole life of my loving sister!!! haha. HOW DID SHE GET THOSE MUSCLES!!! lol so funny.she so nice she bought my current wallet!! so nice of her. Anyway. okay boys. good luck finishing all your work, im off!! turra (ps. it means goodbye) lol... Thursday, September 02, 2004 damn. zhao so handsome and cute!! Teachers' Day was full of shit. i had some fun in 3F. I buttseckxed massy along the corridor!! damn fun. after the celebrations i made my way back to taonan. everything really has changed. lucky i managed to get out of that hole that never allowed you to grow. anyway, after that we went to play street soccer!!. DAMN. there were some tchs guys playing too!!. damn fun. one of them had really good technique, he raelly managed to get good contact with the ball most of the time. LOL. Joel damn good seh. score some miracle goals that day. later desmond and sean came to play with us. dao hua too. damn fun but i was raelly shacked after playing for 6hours in the hot sun. oh. the next day i had to play soccer with my indon friends!! my stupid new boots gave me two blisters.. please God. heal my blisters before saturday. i got a match on saturday against mr sng's team and sunday against some KOWLOON CLUB. heh. i dont think i should play either one. i really need some rest from football. anyway today my physics teacher damn poor thing. anyway she was wearing some yellow bra. fierce ah. she got bullied by almost everyone!!. okay. i got some pictures i need to post in the next coming holidays so BYE!!! |
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